Sometimes becoming looks like breaking.

The Story

I did not know becoming something new meant losing so much of who I was.

You think growth feels like rising—like unfolding gracefully into your next chapter. But it doesn’t. Growth feels like breaking down. Like pulling yourself apart, piece by piece, and letting go of things you once held tight.

It feels like being lost even when you know exactly where you’re headed. Like working beyond limits you never thought you’d cross. Like earning money, finding comfort, and realizing none of that feels like home.

Disintegration is about this moment—when your old self sheds away painfully like a snake slipping out of its skin. It’s about being brave enough to dismantle who you are today to make room for who you’re meant to become tomorrow.

It’s not pretty. It’s necessary.

It’s not gentle. It’s real.

Maybe you feel tired. Maybe you feel impatient. Perhaps you feel lost.

But you are not broken.

You’re breaking free.

Why It Exists

Blizzzl exists to honour the quiet courage of becoming.
Disintegration is your reminder that growth is rarely smooth—it’s messy, confusing, and exhausting. Yet it is in these moments of breaking down that true clarity, strength, and authenticity emerge.

This print is a celebration of every quiet breakdown you have ever pushed through.

Artist’s Personal Note

“May this remind you that sometimes breaking is exactly how you rebuild. Keep going, keep shedding, keep becoming.”
—Blizzzl