The fight was never out there. It was always me vs me and I will win or destroy the part of me that will not let me.
Why It Exists
This piece exists for anyone trapped in the war inside themselves. For those who sabotage their own greatness, who fall back into patterns that suffocate their soul.
It is for the ones who know: the worst enemy is within. And the only way out is through.
The Story Behind the Render
I am my worst enemy. I always have been.
It is not the world. It is not other people. It is me.
Me giving in. Me making excuses. Me letting comfort win.
Me killing my own future, moment by moment.
And if I let myself, I will do it again. I will let the old patterns swallow me whole: lust, distraction, sleep, food, fear. The small voices in my head that pull me back into the pit.
But NO MORE.
If I get in my way again
I will scream until my voice shatters.
I will run from myself if I must.
I will cut out the parts of me that refuse to rise.
I will fight with claws, teeth, pain, and blood whatever it takes.
I will not go back. I will not live the same days on repeat. I will not betray my heart again.
No more. No more. No more.
This fight Me vs Me is the only war that matters.
Not against others.
Not against circumstances.
Against the version of me that fears the highest version of me.
If you are here, if you feel this same war inside you know this:
You are not alone and you must win.
Break the pattern. Burn the old skin. Choose pain over regret. Every day.
This is not about motivation. It is about survival.
Artist’s Note
Some renders I make to explore an idea.
This one I made because I was in the fight.
I am still in the fight.
If I fall back into the old me, I will scream, I will break through, I will run from that version if I must. I want to die with a smile on my face, I lived the life doing what my heart wanted.
Me vs Me. Every damn day.
If this piece reaches you, I hope it fuels your fire. You do not have to be perfect. You just must be relentless.
